Big Update

So the TRO was converted to a final restraining order. It is what it is, I made mistakes and I accept those mistakes. From here, I will focus my energy on Michael. I had a visit with Michael last week under the supervision of my Aunt and Uncle and will have one soon. As long there are no issues with the visits, then I will get similar visits unsupervised for a few weeks. Every couple weeks it will graduate to more as long as there are no issues. The pick-up, drop-off of Michael will take place at the police station given the serious trust issues Karen has with me which were verified by the Judge who issued the Final Restraining Order. Please pray for me as I am facing additional court appearances for for this. In better news, I am settling in a new place. I still need a bunch of things since I left my house with nothing. Some friends and family and have already bought things and have given me some generous gifts. Brother Kevin and Good Friend Brendan brought me SUV and truck and a trailer full of stuff from my home and I still have more things to get but will in time whenever someone is available due to my restrictions of not being able to go to the home myself. My best friends Seth and Celi Mosley bought me a BED!!!! and some other great things off my registry. ( https://www.myregistry.com/wishlist/bob-schroeder-galloway-nj/2538453/giftlist )

The recent blessings from friends and help from counselors/pastors have restored my faith in Christ. I am still working on it but getting better each day. I am listening to Christian Music again daily which was a struggle a month ago as I was convinced that I was living hell on earth and why did God let me live through such a horrendous accident. I was questioning God daily. I can say that my miserable attitude is better today and I want to be a servant to others. Each day is an opportunity to grow, get better and make great choices. Thanks everyone and I will continue to press forward.