Category: Recovery Starts Now

People will miss me when I’m gone. If only almost losing me didn’t teach people a lesson then I’m lost for words. Stay tuned, I plan on blogging more. Love everyone, just try to love me too.

Just had the local police here to serve me yet another TRO. Frustrating as I am a good person and would never hurt anyone. I’ve only seen my son in person twice in 5 months and only get a sentence or two with him every few days via Zoom. Now due to TRO, I won’t see him at all until this is worked out. I regret now not filing my own TRO countless times since I was released from the hospital and abused/mistreated. Please pray for me and that I can get all this sorted out to the best possible result.

Thank you everyone who hasn’t given up on me. I spent 3 to 5pm crying my heart out / sobbing ridiculously. I feel a lot have moved on but thank you for all who haven’t. Means the world. Somehow, I am going to make it to heaven one day for the party. Until then, I am partying down here sharing Jesus.

8 Hours later, I am happy again so I am glad. I still want off the rollercoaster. Hoping this ride is coming to an end, is it ever though?

If you visited me at AtlantiCare Medical Center, Atlantic City Campus, Acuity Specialty Hospital or Magee. I may or may not know as my short term memory was bad beyond bad. I would see someone one day and forget hours later who came. If you have kind words or pictures with me, send them over. I just want to know who so I can say thank you and put some pieces together. If you signed the book, I most likely know you came by looking at the book. Regardless, let me know if you came as its important to me so I can at-least say thank you and start to put my life back together so to speak at-least March to June 2018 as its a fog. I just don’t know half of the people that visited but by your support it gave me boost in my long road to recovery. I really want any pictures you may have!!!!!

If you work at AtlantiCare Medical Center, Acuity or Magee, thank you from the bottom of my heart. Im here today because of your life’s work. I only remember Magee mid way through so I don’t remember Atlantic City at all. Your support and prayers continue to mean the world as one day I’m gonna come out on top. Last but not least THANK YOU to my wife Karen for quarterbacking my recovery with selecting Magee who I adore to this day and all else. You stood by me and our children and still do and I love you very much.

I’ve been trying to finish this site since May 2018. I’ve finally done it by 4 am today. I take a lot of naps!!

Was listening to this song Friday from my best friend, Grammy winner Seth Mosley. It’s old but still good. We are all here in the middle between being born and dying. I want more. For me, for karen, for my kids. We have to keep our focus on serving others, taking care of ourselves and enjoying life as it’s meant to be lived. Couple PSAs, please wear your seatbelt and please know Jesus as it will change you from the inside out.